Originally posted on March 9th, 2009 at 11:22 am
yes, things will never be the same again, and this is not the famous song by Mel-C, this is actually what going on with my life .. I wanted to write this post long time ago, but I couldn’t find the right words to do so, I still can’t !!!!!!!!!!
I sit back and watch my whole life pass in front of my eyes, wondering where I had gone wrong, and how amazingly your life can take a different route without a prior notice.
If I were to be granted a magical wish, I would ask for going back in time. There are so many things that I would like to change, and definitely so many people that I would Love to erase ! I know that this is just a dummy wish, but I am not going to cry and whine over the past, I am changing myself now. I will no longer be the same Nouf, I will never be ..
and to all those people that have hurt me, I thank you very much. believe it or not I have learned valuable lessons from you, and without you I might not be the person I am today.
I just want to gather you all, spit on you, and tell you how filthy your souls are, you don’t deserve to be called humans.
I am now simply tired of adding pages of regrets in that ugly book that I try so hard to unreveal, but i guess I no longer need that book anymore, I am going to forget about it !
p.s. Thanks to you I have lost faith and trust in people ..